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Writer's pictureMalaysian Pureblood

Under waters

They keep bubbling, gurgling

They will not stop


Welcome to the waters

Here's forgetful Dory and confused Nemo

Say hello to the beaming floundering Flounder

and his bedazzling bestie Ariel - the main character in her life

/ Her Life /


Welcome to the world of waters

There is no sun

Cameras don't work here, they flash and fail

There is no use for sirens, the currents drown them,

slash them out

Until a whale's wail is but a bubble's burnish.


You're in the theatre of waters

How's the show?

Is it a tear-jerker, heart-wrencher,

bland old mundanity of rolling waves?

Yes no nono yesn oye syesno Idunno

But it's not the show I wanted,

even popcorn was unavailable.

Look for Flounder, they are in his floundering belly.

Give in to the waters

There is no use in fighting - there is no fight.

Hide, quick, under the corals

beneath the kelp, where there is

No light, too tight.

/Release me/

Envelope the brain and suffocate the heart

Let Flounder have the last matcha tart.


Check your ticket, stay's almost over

No more indulgence in oyster ugliness,

Pluck Mr Starfish off your sick featureless face

The switch's off on the anglerfish - show's over

Stop strangling, seaweed, you've got another customer.

Even the Octopus King - mouth stumped with Hamlet's half head -

coughs him back into the spit of salts.


Gurgle gargle gurgle gurgle gargle bloop

The bubbles - why can't they stop?

They spit at me with their bubbly tirades

Enjoy your stay up there, we hope not to see you soon

But we will, we know, they always slip back.

But I will, I want to

float and sink

And let Flounder's bubbles come to me

Gurgle gurgle gurgle sleep.





 


i imagine the persona being drowned in her sea of emotional mess, being apprehensive of the experience at first but quickly getting comfortable with it. too comfortable. her retreat to her sea gives a space and time to indulge in her feelings, heal and just exist with no expectations. but there is a mechanical rigidity of reality which compels her to quickly fall back into being okay and happy, fulfilling expectations, living /the/ normal life. she dons a glossy coating of normalcy while harbouring the yearning to dive back into her messy sea, where despite things being chaotic, at least she is truthful to herself there.




photo credit: Eugenia Clara




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